Why Can't I be Original?

OK, so now Tracie had a really fun post on her blog...so again I copy. Life's been slow and relaxing this week. Hence the lazy, mean-nothing-but-silly posts.

10 Firsts
first best friend: Rachel Shaver.
first screename: MysticalAur0ra .
first kiss: Brooks Weinstein in first grade...for some dumb reason he "Eskimo" kissed me then stuck his lips out. It was no secret he liked me...but none of us like him.
first pet: 3 fish named Polka Dot, Checks, and Stripes.
first piercing: the lowest holes in my ears.
first crush: Patrick Lewis in kindergarten. Who didn't like him?
first music: Probably Michael W. Smith cassette tapes.
first car: White two door '93 Dodge Daytona with maroon interior...complete with spoiler.
first love: Matt, because I didn't really know what true love was until he appeared.
first date: If you count school banquets, Jordan Rosenbaum for 10th grade Christmas.

9 Lasts
last cigarette: 4 years old. My uncle threw his butt down and left. How did I know it was bad...until I got the mouth full of ash. Thank the Lord though because it severely turned me off. Not to mention the asthma troubles I have when second-hand smoking.
last alchoholic drink: Red wine taster at Olive Garden. Much better with twice as much raspberry lemonaid mixed in. :-)
last car ride: On the way home last night from Safeway with delish marshmallows for some homemade hot chocolate while watching Apprentice.
last real kiss: As Matt left for school this morning.
last movie seen: After tonight's date...The Legend of Zorro
last phone call: Umm....it's been a very quiet week for me. My mom calling to talk to Matt.
last CD played: Currently MW Smith's first worship album.
last bubble bath: A few days ago. I'm pregnant. Leave me alone.
last time you cried: Last night...ER was very emotionally intense.

8 Have You Evers
have you ever been arrested: No.
have you ever dated one your best friends: Matt and I were best friends for a year and half before I realized how I REALLY felt about him...and that he'd liked me for several months.
have you ever skinny dipped: No, but I want to if we ever have a pool or hot tub (fenced in).
have you ever been on TV: No.
have you ever kissed someone & then regretted it: No, but I've regretted to guys who kissed me without me wanting it. BLECH! Blake Hendrickson and Alex Constein. ::bitter::
::edited out::
have you ever snuck out: No, but I remember talking Autumn out of it when we were little.
have you ever been in a fight: Yes, a hair pulling fight with Angela Pascoe.

7 Things You're Wearing
5 little hoop earrings
PJ shirt
Matching PJ shorts
Maternity sleep bra (THANK YOU, Aut...so comfortable)
Underwear
Socks
Wedding Ring
...and believe it or not, I have NOTHING else on, so I'm glad it was only 7.

6 Things You've Done Today
Slept in until 8:00 when the bright sunshine filled our room
Had a bowl of cereal and cup of coffee
Watched the Today Show
Worked on the doll for Rachel
Checked my e-mail
Now posting to my blog

5 Favorite Things In No Particular Order
Studying Ecclesiastes
Chatting with Jaclyn, Momma, and Autumn
Cuddling with Matt in the morning while we snooze the alarm
The beautiful beach in Carmel
Thinking about all that has and will go on in my life

4 People You Can Tell Anything To
Matt & Jaclyn...and they are honestly the only two I know 100% I could tell ANYTHING to.

3 Choices
black or white: Black...it brings out the vibrancy in all other colors.
hot or cold: Cold...because that's what I am 95% of the time even though I'm pregant.
chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla for ice cream, chocolate for everything else.

2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die
Unrealistic...tour of major places in the world.
Realistic...see one person come to Christ.

1 thing you regret
Not exercising as often or eating as well as I should have in order to establish the habits BEFORE I got pregnant. :-P

A Fun Quiz

Thea had a fun quiz on her blog, so I thought I'd do some.

The Keys to My Heart...I bolded the ones I thought most interesting and true.

~ You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
~ In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
~ You'd like for your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
~ You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
~ Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
~ Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
~ You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

How Weird am I?

30% Weird Not enough to scare other people, but sometimesyou scare yourself.

My Brain's Pattern (based on selection of a picture)

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. (I agree with the first part, but I always thought people could read me easily.)

Ok, enough with the addiction to silly quizzes. But, if you feel like having a break from the seriousness of life... http://www.blogthings.com

4 More Weeks of Waiting

Fine fine. They didn't do an ultrasound yesterday because they do a routine one at 24 weeks anyway. Sooo, perhaps we'll find out then which name we'll get to use for our baby. Everything went fine at the doctor. I haven't gained ANY weight in 5 weeks! Woo hoo! I was quite nervous since I've had sweets for two during the last several weeks (months?). (Dr. Goodwein said weight is so different for everyone, he doesn't worry about it unless the baby or mother look malnourished...and I certainly don't!) My next apt. is November 30th.

Jaclyn. Don't even THREATEN to pray again. Apparently God even hears your threats!

Two Weeks Later

Ok, so almost two weeks after my last post...

~ We have our stuff now! Praise the Lord for the abilty to actually LIVE life now!
~ My family has come and gone. We had great days - relaxing ones, touristy ones, busy ones.
~ We have finally learned that yes indeed we have insurance though we have no ID cards yet.
~ I have felt the baby kick from the outside...Matt is still waiting for his second time.
~ We have had our first non-family guests over for a Sunday lunch.
~ I've begun having creative thoughts about food combinations. Good ones though. Like garlic mashed potatoes with a little lemon juice (both Momma and I think it is delish! We tried it at Outback), strawberry peach pie, and this morning's first thought was to make mini-pumpkin pies using my mini-muffin pan.

Our apt. is almost completely normal now. We shoved the few upacked boxes into the nursery so we only have to look at them when we want to. Once we get a few items hung on the walls and things finalized, I'll take pics. Today is my first "official" prenatal check-up (as well as the mid-point check-up). Maybe my next post will be another ultrasound picture and I can tell you the baby's name! Pray they'll do the ultrasound and that Baby will not be shy!

Also, say a little pray for my congested, pressurized, itchy-eyed, sneezing head. It's miserable.

Lazy but Exciting Day

You'd think I'd post every day since I check blogs every day. :-P Here's an update...

~Matt and I both have developed a cough, mine accompanied by slight asthma. I think Matt's is more superficial than mine and at least it's ok for HIM to sound like a man. I'm tired of the rattling chest, junked up throat, slight difficulty breathing, and hoarse man voice. But an inhaler will arrive on my doorstep today. Pray it helps! I deserately don't want it to develop into bronchitis or anything. We're thinking maybe some of the smoke from the Cali fires has blown up and triggered it all.

~How is the inhaler arriving you ask? MY FAMILY! My dad has a conference to go to in Monterey next week, so my parents and Hope are flying in a few days early and leaving the 22nd (a few days after the conference). I'm so excited for them to see where we are living, even without all our stuff. They'll be staying in a hotel here in Salinas until they go to their hotel in Monterey (Sat I think). They should be able to stay with us in the days after conference because...

~Got a call from the moving guy yesterday. He said he thinks he'll be here next Tuesday. At least we were contacted and have an estimate. And it will be nice to have my mom and sister here if the mover arrives while Matt is gone. I've got a feeling my mom will know where I would want stuff so I don't have to be the only one in charge. :-)

~I'm so excited that Aut and Andy's house sold and that their move is beginning now! She got to watch me go through it, so now it's fun to be on the other side...and I guess to be relieved I had no kids outside of me. Whew! That's got to be SOME adventure moving with three little ones! But I see this as a great change for them, and a turn down a fresh path of life!

~ A couple pictures of the color present in our apartment now. It looks good, but will look AWESOME once the rest of our furniture is here. Peach/Tangerine is living room. Yellow is obviously bedroom. The yellow is much deeper in person, and brings out the embroidery in our bedspread. Don't worry. I didn't pick yellow randomly. It'll look beautiful if I could ever find fake palm fronds to attach to the wall as a headboard to really bring out the theme of Tropical Romance.















~And my MOST EXCITING news for today is what happened this morning. Matt pressed snooze a few more times than usual, but we were both awake. The baby started kicking a little, and Matt put his hand there as I was telling him the baby would stop if he did...because it always does. But, a few seconds later, the baby gave the biggest kick of all so far and Matt felt it!!! We were both joyed to pieces! I think it might have made his morning. I hope he feels more a part of this pregnancy now, and I pray that there will be more frequent times now that he'll get "in touch" with our baby. Goodness, I haven't even gotten to feel a kick with my hand yet. Good baby! Do it again soon!

A Glimpse in My Journal

I've begun a study in Ecclesiastes using Matt's study Bible. It is the first time I've used a study Bible in my devotions, and it is what I've been looking for in my walk! Ecclesiastes is a wonderful book...and I'm only halfway through chapter 2. Here are my thoughts that I wanted to share with you all because they hold rebuke and encouragment for ALL of us...

Thoughts about the book as a whole:

1) Avoid walking through life on human wisdom alone. Rahter, live by the revealed wisdom of God.
2) Vanity is the futile attempt to be satisfied apart from God.
3) The "Abundant Life" is obatined by seeing and accepting each day and ALL it contains as a gift from God.
4) The primary issues of life are to enjoy divine blessing and prepare yourself for the divine judgment.

Today's Thought:

2:11 "Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done and on the labor in which I had toiled: and indeed all was vanity and grasping for the wind. There was no profit under the sun."

To expend God-given resources for human accomplishment alone is empty. This INCLUDES time and energy. If you only have enough time and energy to either clean the bathroom or spend time with the Lord, which would be more profitable for eternity? Do what is MOST profitable FIRST, then the Lord will show you time to do the rest.

So simple. So clear. And yet I still struggle with consistency?

Settling In

Well, today was the first day that I actually FELT like doing something around the apartment. I don't know if it was laziness, true pregnancy tiredness, or what last week, but I just was not myself as far as desiring to keep up with home tasks. I personally think alot of it has to do with not having our stuff which makes it feel like we're only here temporarily. Make sense? But, with our stuff on its way and the bit-o-painting we are working on, I feel a little renewed resolve to keep up with what I usually do.

Here are some pictures to show you all the "adventure" we're in right now. Such memories for years to come...and ones we can tell our little one. But we can't say we walked uphill in the snow. This is California, and though it is chilly, there will be no snow.


This was our "living room" before the new computer desk arrived. Now you see why I am much more comfortable at the desk!

I think I may be getting spoiled having our bed in here. It would be so grand and romantic to have a gas fireplace in your bedroom.






This is our living room now...post computer desk and borrowing a TV from some FRIENDS. Skip caught the part of that sentence I wanted him to the other night when he called. We have friends already! We met them through church. Moses and Kim are a couple a little older than us (32, 25) but in the same stage of life (minus baby-on-the-way). They are proving to be a lot of fun and kindred spirits. When Kim gets back from her Nebraska, the four of us are going to get together. Apparently Moses is quite the cook, and I'll be making dessert.


Our lovely BIG kitchen, compared to our Jackson kitchen. We just painted the shelves and drawer bottoms yesterday. Shelf paper...it doesn't work no matter how many times you try or how you prep the wood. So I picked a paint color called Muted Gold and it looks wonderful. I'll have to get used to the texture though. My fingertips have such issues with certain surfaces--the weirdest one being printer paper. ::shiver:: I'm still getting used to tile/grout counters. I hope the grout doesn't stain over time. And I still adore the "stone tile" laminate.



This is Matt putting together our computer desk. Yes, I did help, but he's the man. I'm really hoping that our dining room won't look aweful with the corner desk AND our dining table/chairs in there, but the baby's gotta have a room and Matt needs a space to study where he won't disturb the wee one.

This is the baby's room...so far. Fun Noah's Ark will be the theme. :-) And next to it is the master bedroom...so far. We are going to be painting it a muted golden yellow over the next couple days. Fresh Morrocan will be the theme.

And finally, this is our lovely dresser right now. My clothes, Matt's clothes, and our laundry basket. There are some clothes hanging in the closet...can't have a wrinkle clad grad student, now can we!

That's it for now! I hope you enjoyed the tour! We will DEFINITELY post pictures when all is said and done...and delivered to our apt.

Some little girl is meowing ferociously outside. Hope the kitty is ok...good grief. But I welcome the sound of wind blowing and children playing. Very soothing to me!

And the baby must have just woken up...it's kicking around a little. :-D

Why Everyone Needs A Mom Like Mine

K ind to stranger and friend alike.
A ble-bodied to do hard tasks. Plow Girls my dad calls us.
T eachable, and more-so the older she gets.
H ard to keep secrets from, a sign of a true friend.
E xcellent at gaining whatever information is needed
R enders to others both needs and wants, regardless of time or money.
I nsatiable appetite for time with her children and lets us know it.
N ews gatherer so all can stay up with what's going on.
E early riser to spend time with the Lord and my dad.

M oney is no object when it comes to blessing others.
A rtsy and creative in all things craft and decor.
R ighteousness is ever becoming the desire of her heart.
I nterested in learning about what others are interested in.
E ntertained by what is properly entertaining.

F lexible each and every day to whatever comes along.
I mitates those who are spiritually worthy of imitation.
T eaches others what she has learned--and educates my little sister.
Z ealous in praying for family, friends, and strangers.
R eads then recommends GREAT books.
A nticipates what God is going to do through her children and grandchildren.
N otices when someone needs a pick-me-up and gives it--flowers especially.
D oes not hold back emotion when it is time to show it.
O pens her home and heart to any who need them.
L aughs alot--and spreads it.
P refers to relax over being a busy-body.
H opes for our Lord's return.

If I had to choose just ONE thing that I have learned from my mother, it would be generosity. I never paid attention to it as a child because I didn't care about characters of the heart. But the older I got, the more I saw how much time, money, and self she gave to my sisters and I...and now that I am even older, I see how much she gives to those outside our family. She puts aside whatever she is doing to listen and give advice the moment it is needed. She has no outward qualms about spending money to fulfill a need or even a want. I don't know how many times she has sent me flowers, but it NEVER gets old. Ever. She has the perfect kind of generosity that anticipates the need before it is voiced and then does what she can to meet it. And time and time again, I think about how THAT is what I wish to be known for and I pray God gives me the means to do it as well as my mom does.

Happy 43rd Year, Momma. I love you!

Praise the Lord for Creation and Situation!

In the midst of a combination of situations that can make us feel at a loss, God has still proven faithful!

We got a call yesterday from the Memphis office, and the movers will be packing up and moving out our stuff...on FRIDAY. The last day of the month. This is saving us from having to pay another full month's rent to Cherry Grove for an empty apartment. The manager however is wanting us to pay for three days double rent SIMPLY because the walk-through may not be able to happen until Monday. Empty apartment on Friday. Empty on Saturday. Empty on Sunday. Walk-through on Monday because of their rule of no walk-throughs on weekends (don't know where that's stated). And we pay over $100 for those three empty, unoccupied days. We'll see about that. I just gotta keep calm on the phone while protesting.

AND we got our computer desk delivered yesterday instead of Thursday. No more sitting at three stacked boxes trying to juggle keyboard and mouse...and figure out where to put your legs. So we're up to three pieces of furniture now. Air matress, computer chair, and computer desk! Movin' on up!

Please pray that we will be able to figure out the health insurance election TODAY. I've spent hours (with my wonderful mom) the past two days researching, calling, being frustrated, and trying to find answers. And it's starting to give me an instant tension headache every time I think about it. We know which company we should use (thanks to my dad's final advice), but there are two issues that must be answered. At least now I know what the issues are exactly and who I should call to ATTEMPT to find answers. I pray it works out today.

And now for Cross-Country Trek pictures... PLEASE CLICK on some of them at least so you can see a bigger picture and get more detail of the Grand Canyon.


This was my FIRST view of one of the most awesome places in God's creation. No movie, no IMAX presentation, no person, no photograph can EVER truly prepare you for how vast and deep the Grand Canyon is. I just stood there wondering for a while if it was really REAL. How can something that HUGE possibly exist...aside from a God who is bigger! I describe how big it is by saying if you are standing on a beach looking out at the ocean, THAT is how big the Canyon is. And yet you still know that there is more beyond what you can see. Add the mile depth, and it's even more "grand." Simply astonishing.

Our first "First Real Vacation" picture. More than 3 or 4 hours outside Jackson. Not because we had to. Not to see family. An honest-to-goodness sight-seeing vacation. It was so much fun! Just me and my husband. A vacation with a boy! Alone! Very cool. This was Matt's fourth time to see the Grand Canyon, my first. And now I am the only one in my family who has seen it...even though all of them have lived or still live in Arizona. You all MUST get up to see it! For Thea: The lady who took this picture was from England. When she handed the camera back she said, "Have a good holiday!" in a cute British accent. Made me think of you!

And now for what God blessed us with to impress us even more with His creative abilities...

Days Later...

Welllll....we are here in Salinas now! We got here on Wednesday around 12:30 pm, with move-in at 2:00. We walk into the leasing office to find Christy (a very nice, fun lady and very helpful) suprised to see us. We asked if we could still move-in even though we were early. She said, "Well, if you were a couple hours early it wouldn't be a problem. But you are two days early." WHAT? we were thinking. Turns out, everywhere in our paperwork she had written the 21st at 2:00 which was Wednesday, but human error had her write the 24th (Saturday) on her calendar. So she knocked off a couple days of our rent payment and we have stayed in a hotel the past two nights, set to move in today at 11:00 am. Horrible you think? Nah. Not really. The reason the apartment wasn't ready is because they installed all new vinyl and carpeting over the past two days and are scouring it this morning. Two days is SO worth it to have two years of really nice floors. I'm totally gonna post a picture of the vinyl when I get a chance...you'd think it was stone. You'd swear it was stone, feel it with your bare foot, and wonder why there wasn't a pronounced grout line. The old vinyl would have been just your typical white tile look. God is good and we are willing to wait for what is better!

In the meantime, Matt has started his check-in/registration process with NPS (the graduate school). Hopefully things will move very quickly since classes start on Monday. He has all of his books save one, which he is getting this morning while doing a few more things at NPS. Priority right now is paperwork so we can get paid and not let our insurance drop. Please pray that everything will turn over quickly. Our insurance from Union drops Sept. 30th which is not very long from now. And I really should get to an ob/gyn for my first check-up which will end up also being my half-way check-up. :-P

Just found out my friend who lives an hour from here is having a boy. That just makes me giddy all over! So does the weather here...if anyone comes to visit, pack warmish clothes!!! You'd be chilly in shorts. I was even chilly in cords and a 3/4 sleeve shirt and undershirt yesterday. Salinas is a little warmer than Monterey (25 miles to the coast), but there is always a cool breeze. ::evil grin when thinking about the hot humidity we escaped::

Ok, I need to get moving and pack up our hotel room. We basically moved in...house plant, desktop computer, nonperishable food items, and the clothes we packed. So I need to get it all ready to go save the computer so we can pack the car quickly when Matt gets back from NPS and then move-in to our new home! It's still very weird for both of us to think that we are residents of California now...until Sept. 2007 when he graduates. And that we'll have a 1 1/2 year old by the time we move to Maryland.......................

3...2....Drive!

Day after tomorrow is when we start our 5 day/4 night cross-country trek. I'm soooo happy to have Matt at home today and tomorrow. It's fun to have someone to pack with. Today we're working on getting our "essentials" boxes packed up...since our stuff will follow us later (when? who knows?). We do have an official address out there now, but Matt is currently at Union having it faxed to him. Our move in date there will be next Wednesday, the 21st. Us and our essentials. While we will still have an apt full of furniture and other items several states away!

Matt and I are going to see Dr. Keith tomorrow morning at 9:00 so he can listen to heart tones of the baby and make sure everything is still running smoothly. I still feel great with minor compaints about not sleeping very well and still eating every 2 hours. Though I don't have to eat as much as I did at first. I also cramp when I have to go potty. :-P

Anyway, I'm gonna keep on gathering essentials to pack. I hope you all enjoy your day! I'm enjoying the heavy rain/sunshine combination today. I'm "soaking" it up since we won't get rain like this for a long time...

Made It Through the Night

So marks my very FIRST time to be alone at night since July 2, 2004. Sure, Matt and I have been away from each other three times since we've been married; but I had a companion every time. Rachel for Josh Groban's concert. Thea for Matt's first Baltimore trip. And 7 crazy fun girls in Guatemala. But last night it was just me and Matt's old teddy bear in our huge bed. I didn't cry like I thought I might. Probably too tired! :-P I did wake up quite a bit though. The first time I did the whole turn over and think "Where is....oh yeah." But, it wasn't NEAR as bad as I expected, which I am grateful for. Part of me wants to think it was 1% nice to not have a pillow shifted by his arm or a knee in my shin. :-P But I guess either I wake up because his physical presence is made known or because my spirit knows he's not there with me. It's a lose-lose when you're married I guess. :-)

Anyway, today is a full day! Which is why this post should probably be made later so I can go shower. My last day with the quilters. Hopefully I will get a whole lot of Judana's (Judah, Elaina combined until we know) quilt done. Then they are all taking me to Olive Garden. Such sweet ladies! My digital camera WILL be going with me!

Then I'm gonna check the mail after praying hard that our new car's registration and renewal sticker will come in the mail today. It was sent last Thursday. Our temp tag expires today. So if the registration does not come today, I can not drive to Little Rock as planned. Not worth the risk of being caught in a vehicle who's license plate does not match the car it's on. :-{ But, if it doesn't come, I will take that as direction from the Lord that I am not supposed to leave Jackson while Matt is gone.

If it does come, I call Paul and have him put the plate on the car. Pack. And take a 3 hour drive by myself. Again, I think this would be a first to drive that long without someone else. My first thought when the opportunity was presented was, "Ooo, maybe Tracie can ask off work and take a road trip with me." But, then I came back to reality. :-P

AnyVay. I need to go shower now. But to leave the post on a mysterious note... I think I MAY have felt the baby for the first time yesterday. Still have to talk to Autumn about it and see what she thinks. Might have felt it this morning too. Very much a "Was that a muscle twitch down there or a baby kick??"

So Dizzy with Adventure...I just want to veg!

Our questions about timing, forms, etc. are being answered. But there are still several unknowns about the actual time of the move. But we have figured out a Plan B if we have to leave before the movers can come get our stuff...it involves Paul and Tracie, but they don't know yet. ;-)

There's also been a change in the plans for Dr. Keith (ob/gyn friend) to listen to heart tones before we leave. Silly Matt and I. (ooo, banana pudding sounds delish!) We just figured out yesterday that it would be CHEAPER if I actually had my official first preggie appointment while still here under our current insurance. With all the MRI's I've had, we have waaaaay passed paying my deductable which means anything I have done will be at 80%. If we waited for me to find an OB out in Cali, we'd be on new insurance and have to pay the deductable before the percentage kick-in. ::rolls eyes:: And we just now figured this out. Hopefully Dr. Keith will be able to fit me in either tomorrow morning, next Wed afternoon, or next Thursday when Matt is available to go with me. Though, if a pelvic exam is involved...I will NOT be seeing Keith! :-P

Just found out that Crystal, an awesome girl our age who is in our cell group, won the finals at the West Tennessee Shoutfest (Christian concert with multiple groups such as Skillet and others). She is now one of 20, 19 other people will win at 19 other Shoutfests, who get to send a personal cd with other information to Fervent Records. Five finalists will be chosen of the 20, and one will ultimately win a recording contract. While Crystal was different from the others who are mostly Christian rock style, it was said of her that of all the contestants she is most appealing to Word, the over-company of Fervent, because she can do more than one style. Word has a huge black Gospel area as well as a praise & worship area, and Crystal was MADE for both. Pray for her! She is done competing and it is up to the judges and her cd. This would be such an answer to prayer, and already has been. We prayed at the beginning of the summer that God would send Crystal an opportunity to use the talent He has given her...and here she is in the midst of it. And our cell group is her "posse," as we keep calling ourselves. Crystal Taylor. Watch for her name!

Anyway, I'm gonna keep ironing and going about some things I wanted to do this afternoon. Won't get everything done I want to because it is too much. And I still just wanna sit and finish a book I've been reading. But...discipline. ::sigh with a half-smile::

No More Hobby Room

Our Hobby Room has now been dubbed the Moving Room. It's becoming full of boxes that are packed and other items waiting to be packed. Sort of difficult for someone who has clutter nervosa, but I have come to accept it and am already excited about UNPACKING it all and getting another chance to decorate my own home. The ideas are running rampant! And Autumn, I'm actually going to start using ALL my candles instead of hording them. If I burn the cool and pretty ones, that just means I'll get to replace them with different cool and pretty ones!

Next week....ACK! But I'm more excited then overwhelmed. Stuff = Stress. Us? Yeah, we don't have alot of stuff. Praise the Lord!

On another note, here are some pictures of the last quilt I am working on with my Quilters. I will miss them so much! There is nothing like spending time with ladies aged 50 to 88, most on the upper end of the age scale. They are JUST as good of friends as those my own age, if not more fun! They have been such a blessing as they shared their WWII cadet nurse stories, what aches and pains they have and the "remedies" for them, touching stories of how they have lost those dear to them, what is on the latest TV shows (the ones I don't even watch!), and so much more. I'll miss Natalie's home baked wheat bread with peanut butter and jelly. She is so faithful to feed us, and now sees it as imperitive she arrive with food so my baby can eat, too! "I knew I had to bring something or Dawn would get onto me and starve!" I have gained priceless quilting and sewing skill and talent while working with them. Though I've never seen the children that recieve the quilts we make, I know that what our hands do are keeping orphans warm on the inside and out!

This quilt is the one I got to choose fabrics for and make to keep...both to remember the quilters and for mine and Matt's baby. We've decided it will be the theme for the nursery both spiritually and visually.

In the Rapids Now...

...and having a blast!

We got word on Tuesday that Matt has indeed passed his final security clearance. His recruiter has given the letter to NPS (the graduate school) and is now working on the fine details of orientation logistics and getting letters where they need to go. Hopefully we'll be able to get our apartment within the next few days. Pray NPS will work smoothly with Matt and the recruiter and accept him quickly!

I got an e-mail back from a pastor I contacted in Monterey. Their church came highly recommended by a man Matt worked with at Master's. So far, everything looks good! I just pray they are as much like Placerita (the church we attended our senior year) as I think they might be.

Matt's last day at Union is next Frid....oh my gosh. ::stunned:: Nothing like having a BIG realization while posting to a blog. We have next week to pack. The next week is when we leave Jackson. Exactly 2 weeks from tomorrow. ::shock:: So much still has to happen and there is so little precious time. With a deep breath, I remind myself of my previous post. Rapids go fast. But everything works out in the end with the Guide.

Two weeks. Pray for us.

It's Rafting Time

Time is a valuable thing. We all know it. We all live by it. We all verge on considering it a god. For goodness sake, we even strap it to our wrists.

But I want God's time to be my time. He always has a way of making time seem to slow down so that life is manageable, and I am clear headed about what all must be done. It's time for me to put myself back on His time, not my own and not others.

Our trip to California was fruitful. We did find a God-send of an apartment, perfect for our needs and in a perfect location considering all that is within walking distance (a blessing when you only have one car). I am praying that one of the two upstairs apts will remain open long enough for us to grab it up once we get final word on things. Which is where time comes in.

Matt's recruiter is returning to her office tomorrow after two weeks vacation. We know the investigation finished up while we were all gone from our locations due to a couple phone calls that took place. Once the recruiter gets final word that Matt passed all his clearances, she will give us final word. THEN Matt can officially apply to the school, she can send the letter of support to the school, they can accept him, he can go to Baltimore for DoD orientation, we can snatch up the apartment, pack, and move. And according to our tentative desired moving date, we have exactly two weeks for all of that to happen. I've seen many bug-eyed responses to that time frame, including myself.

But if we rely on the Lord to keep us clear-headed and wise in our decisions and the timing of events, it won't be bad at all. Fast yes, but adventure fast. Not hurling-us-forward-and-leaving-our-brains-behind fast. Funny how when we are closer to Him, we feel more fancy free about what life holds. I believe that is called "peace."

While white-water rafting is fun, it is fast and furious. It holds great potential to cause fear. And if you don't have a Guide, you give in to that fear and are lost at how to navigate the rapids. You might paddle the wrong way and tip over. You might get stuck sideways on a rock. You might give up and row to the bank before you even try, missing the opportunity. With a Guide, your adrenaline pumps hard as the butterflies in your stomach tell you that this will be exhilerating and fun. You know He will tell you everything you need to do. You anticipate the victory and know it will come! ...and that it will all settle down quickly into a peaceful stretch. Your Guide will say with a twinkle in His eye, "Good job! Now relax and enjoy, because an even bigger rapid is next!" And He'll be there for that big one, too.

Three Things

I follow suit of sister and mother.

Three things you like about yourself:
- my eyes
- my photogenic qualities
- my love of the adventure called life

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
- my pregnancy acne
- my thighs
- my un-toned arms

Three things that scare you:
- losing Matt
- spiders
- being harmed by a stranger in any way

Three of your everyday essentials:
- sleep
- Bible and prayer (if only I was more consistant)
- food

Three things you are wearing now:
- jewelry
- blue fitted maternity shirt
- denim maternity shorts

Three of your favorite bands or musical artists:
- Josh Groban
- Chris Rice
- Michael W. Smith

Three things you want in a relationship:
- love
- supreme trust and loyalty
- open communication

Two truths and a lie: (in any order)
- I pierced my belly button once.
- I pierced my ear cartilage once.
- I pierced a cow eye ball once.

Three of your favorite hobbies:
- quilting
- reading (currently Christian fiction)
- putzing on the Web

Three things you really want to do right now:
- shower and primp for dinner
- be settled in our final home in Maryland so we can feel life become normal again
- feel and look fit

Three careers you'd consider:
- genetic councelor
- interior designer
- fashion designer

Three places you want to go on vacation:
- Morocco/Spain
- Rome/Athens
- Philipines

Three things you want to do before you die:
- write a book with Matt
- take the above vacations
- move always towards righteousness and then see Christ come for us...and not die

Quilt and Car Pictures

These are the fabrics I used for my latest quilt called "Baby Animals." First quilt for profit. Learned my lesson about how much to charge...MORE!















This is a close up of the front. It is made of 24 Scripture squares that I traced using a quality fabric pen. Each Scripture is well known and EXCELLENT for children and parents to memorize. These are the kind of quilts that I make with some ladies at church each Monday morning for the children who must go through Child Protection Services.




















Close-up of the back fabric (hence "Baby Animals") and a close-up of the name embroidery for the little girl who will receive this quilt.















And now..........for one of our greatest blessings from the LORD!!!































Don't forget to read the post below for the 3 milestones! There's an ultrasound picture in that one! I'll be back next Thursday! Pray for travel safety and quick apartment finding!

:: Speechless ::

My friend Christa had the BEST blog post. It was all about how our lives change so rapidly and we can either try to control our circumstances or seek to follow God's will first. A timely post for Matt and I!

Change. Lots of it has happened these past few weeks. Here goes...


1) I had my first ultrasound last Friday. More than hearing the heartbeat of our little one, I was
astonished to see it bouncing all around. THAT is what finally hit me in the head with the knowledge that I am REALLY pregnant. Of course I knew I was before; but before you SEE it, you just kinda feel like you are "playing" pregnancy. Everything (hearbeat, measurements, etc.) was said to be perfect for a 10 week pregnancy, which in turn means that risk of miscarriage goes from 20% all the way down to 2% no matter how far along I am. I have only gained 3-5 pounds in 10 weeks, for which I am thankful! And my blood pressure is only 110/60...better than pre-pregnancy. I will be returning next Friday (most likely) so my OB friend Keith can listen to heart tones. I don't think it's necessary...but I think Keith is excited and wants to hear it for himself. :-) Hey, as long as it's free! Praise You, Lord, for giving me connections yet again!

2) We have been searching for a month for a new car. The Rav4 is a good car, faithful to get us where we need to go, but the fact that we are moving has caused us to see the good reasons to get a more solid vehicle. After a month of frustration with a dealership and not finding EXACTLY what we wanted, it happened. Last Saturday, Matt was looking for what we wanted online...and BAM...there it was. Almost too good to be true! A 2003 Honda Accord EXV, leather seats, side curtain airbads (in addition to front and side), 28,000 miles...for an EXCELLENT price. So we called the dealership, our insurance, and the place we knew we wanted the loan from. It sounded perfect. So, we immediately packed up and went 3 hours to Bowling Green, KY...praying all the way that this would be worth it. Woman's intutition told me it was going to happen and I was soooo excited! This has been my DREAM car for a long time! But, the car was EVEN BETTER than we had first thought!!! A gorgeous blue-gray color with two-toned gray leather interior. V-6 engine and all airbags (much needed for California freeways!). Very roomy in front and back seats. Power everything. Keyless entry (the remote IS the key...very cool!). Awesome warranty still in place. 6-disc CD changer. Heated seats. Dual passenger AC control. Brushed silver trim (totally futuristic and us). In a word...BLESSING. The dealership itself and the saleslady we worked with were incredible to work with. Several of them stayed at least an hour after closing so we could get the car. Not once did we hit a snag in the process. It feels so natural to have this car...my dream car. Every time I see it, I am in silent shock and awe that God has given us the exact car we were looking for - especially with all the safety features we wanted for both California and children. We WILL be driving this car into the ground. Remember...I know what I want. And when I get it, I am content with it for as long as it will last. Example: I STILL have my fun fishy bedding I got the summer after 6th grade. If we had a guest bed, it would totally be on there!

3) Finally, the Lord has given us direction several times over and we really feel that Monterey is where He desires us to be. We are at peace with the decision and are moving ahead with finding a place to live and all those details. School there starts September 26th-ish, so we will most likely be moving September 14th (5 days driving, 4 nights sleeping). We DESIRE your prayers for all the details to work out smoothly and quickly since we have less than a month to get everything closed up here and opened there. I have that kind of excitement that is boiling inside but very hushed and hesitant when I look at all that needs to happen. Change, Christa? This one is huge and fast!

I will post pictures of the car this afternoon as well as pictures of a quilt I have just made. First one made for profit!

Thanks for taking to time to read our insane update!

Following Auttie's Example

Just for fun! No one comments anyway...so I'll post whatever I want now.

1. If you were to choose a new name for yourself, what would it be? I wouldn't change my name. Because our mother was nice and adventurous enough to NOT give the three of us typical names, we are not subjected to duplicates in public. We are UNIQUE! Thanks, Momma! I ADORE my name!

2. If you were given an extra $10 in change at Walmart, what would you do with it and why? Assuming it was given to me as a gift and not an accident, I'd probably get clear nail polish, polish remover (almost out), and search my heart out for a good lip gloss (anybody know what happened to the good Bon Bell ones???)

3. What's the biggest lesson you've learned from your past relationships? The less you do emotionally and physically (even just an arm around the shoulder), the more INCREDIBLE it will all feel when it is the first time for an "I love you" or a kiss when it is with the one you marry. I'm on a mission to convince the teen girls in my life of this because of the firsts I was blessed to have with Matt. Oh, to MAKE them understand!

4. What's one of your worst habits? Um, I can't really think of any. Maybe the occasional face-picking fest? Or getting silent when I've been hurt and being put out for a while?

5. What was the best day of the past week for you - why? Today! I get my first ultrasound in a matter of hours!

6. What are you wearing today which is most reflective of who you are? Probably my jewelry. Simple blue beaded necklace with silver pendant (bright, girlish personality), simple silver hoops in all five holes (slight rebel on the inside), two toe rings (love of being different and of the beach), watch (organization and punctuality), and my beautiful wedding ring which is reflective of my highest and most enjoyable calling.

7. Choose a unique item from your wallet and explain why you carry it around. I don't have a wallet. I have a small pouch I carry around with just keys, cell phone, insurance cards, debit card, and DL. And lip gloss if I remember. Who needs more than that in their purse?

8. If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be and why? My thighs and hips. ::sigh:: I feel like they've gotten bigger, more cellulity, and jigglier since being pregnant...more than they were before.

9. Share one of your most embarrassing moments. 6th grade. Stairwell of the school after having gone to the bathroom. Girls line was in front of boys line. I was one of the last girls in line. It was winter. I was wearing tights. Boys were snickering for a long time. Didn't know why...until I felt my rear. And found that my jumper was tucked ALL the way in my tights in the back.

10. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go back in time and fix all your mistakes which would you choose? I totally agree with Autumn's answer. Definitely $1,000,000! My mistakes are part of who I am today. How do we learn if we never make mistakes?

11. If you were given a million dollars and 24 hours to spend it in, (no depositing it in the bank or investing it) what would you buy? A 2005 Honda Accord EX blue with leather ivory interior, a 2005 Honda Pilot for Matt in his color choice with leather, pay off Thea's entire medical school education, pay off the school loans for Matt's family, new computer desk, plasma TV, dining room set, new mattress with headboard/footboard from Pier 1 that I love, SEWING MACHINE and hobby table...am I done yet? See, I'm not high maintanence. I know what I want. That's just being decisive.

12. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? My skin. It's havoced with pregnancy acne. :-(

13. How much cash do you have on you? Zip. We're debit card people.

14. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Vest

15. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Probably Momma

16. What is your main ring tone on your phone? I don't have a main one. Friends have a ring. Savary Slew has a ring. Esparza Crew has a ring. Matt has his own ring. And everyone else has the typical Cingular ring.

17. Do you prefer a bright or dark room? Depends on what room if it's paint. If it's sunshine we are speaking of....BRING ON THE BRIGHTNESS!

18. What did you have for breakfast? Oatmeal, strawberries, and a small cup of Irish Cream coffee.

19. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping hard I could probably have been mistaken for a dead person.

20. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? Don't remember. That was a LONG time ago when Thea sent me one, not knowing it costs us BOTH.

21. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? No

22. Who told you they loved you last? Mattipoo

23. Last furry thing you touched? Paul and Tracie's cat Abby. She's SO adorable and soft!

24. How many hours a week do you work? Right now however many I feel up to. :-)

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? Three. But who knows where they are. And no, I still don't care.

26. Favorite age you have been so far? 23...nothing like the present adventureS.

27. Your worst enemy? Satan/my flesh

28. What is your current desk top picture? The yellow tulips on Windows XP. So bright and cheery!

29. What was the last thing you said to someone? "I love you, too!" to Matt. "NO!" to the 241,000 Today Show viewers who chose dress number 2 for the Hometown wedding. Though one girl did have a point that the other three looked prom dressish. BUT I will say that Sarah, the bride, said dress 4 was her favorite and that's the one I voted for. Classic, elegant, and gorgeous for a Chesapeak wedding. Silly viewers.